Monday, September 16, 2013
I cleared up the confusion. I am doing the work, making it quite clear to the universe I am waiting for change. I am not carrying on with a non-relationship (anymore) that was keeping me from future promise and now; I kid you not, I have some promise already....this universe works faster than I thought it would. I have the potential for a relationship. How amazing! As for the other clutter in my life, I am working on that as well, successfully I may add. I am working to make my life emotionally clutter free and it's actually working. My physical goals are coming together also. I have been increasing my work out/walk days to three times a week; it looks like I am due to walk three days this week and I can do it. I did not have fast food last week and I am not going to eat any this week either. I think between my walking and eating right, I can lose another ten pounds! I am keeping a diary of it all and lost it on my iPhone, which was disappointing because I had three weeks of records. Thankfully,I only have one week left.
Saturday, September 7, 2013
As I send messages out to the universe about what I am hoping for, I realize I may not be completely be consistent. I can't continue to act in a way that confuses the universe; for example, I really do truly want a real relationship and after three years since I separated from my ex-husband, I think I am ready. I am telling the universe, screaming, that I am indeed ready! For commitment, for fun, for the long haul. So why am I carrying on with a certain someone, doing nothing productive, but acting bored. This is certainly confusing the universe. Hell, its confusing me! I think a nice succinct text is in order to end things, so I can focus on my more genuine intentions at hand. I want to spend more time on me and my goals for physical fitnss as well as time on a relationship and can not be spending time on non productive interchanges between myself and certain people. As I go into hibernation, I will be showing my true intentions to the universe. And I really hope you are listening universe!!!
Saturday, August 24, 2013
I am back in the world of blogging. I am a bit nervous about getting into this again, but I want to let you know what I am up to in my daily life. These days I am NOT SMOKING (yay!)...I have not smoked a single puff in many months and have not smoked habitually in moroe than two years. This has been an amazing feat and I am so glad I made the effort. My lungs feel great, my clothes smell great, I don't stay sick as long (and rarely get sick), and I am not spending money on those awful cigarettes. I AM excercising at least twice a week and it has been great. I am walking around the lake at the apartment complex I have been living at since last November (more on that later!). I am trying to walk 2-2.5 miles on my days off. I love walking outside and I am trying to get more time in before the weather changes. They have a very nice gym, so no excuses Alyssa...They even have yoga classes...more on that later. I can go Mondays and Wednesdays for yoga and walking Friday and Saturday. Think of the excercise!! How do I get motivated to work out more than Friday & Saturday?? I will have to contemplate that and come up with ideas beside weight loss. I AM starting to eat better. I have almost completely taken bread, pasta, and juice/regular soda out of my diet. I say almost because I have created five "exception" days a month to allow myself bread, pasta, or juice. Yesterday, going to Elitches was such an exception. I have lost 6 pounds this past month. So this is the beginning of better living for me and I am enjoying it. Any suggestions for better living? Let me know and drop me a line or a comment!! I will be writing lots more frequently about all the fun things I used to write about. I am just getting warmed up!!